First: I am a finalist in the Writers of the Future Contest!

Today a list came out announcing Finalists and Semi-Finalists for the Writers of the Future Contest, and I’ve known my status for over a month now. My finalist call actually came on Thanksgiving Day, however, that call went to my voicemail at work. I dragged my butt into work that Friday (I almost took the day off), and there in my voicemail was the message that my story was a finalist! I was so glad that I’d gone to work that day. It’s been very difficult to not blurt it out to people, but now that the coordinating judge let the names loose, I’m free to at least talk about being a finalist!

So, what does all this mean? The Writers of the Future Contest (WotF) is the best known contest for writers in the science fiction and fantasy genre looking to turn Pro. The contest is judged blind (meaning only the contest administrator knows which manuscript is yours, the judges do not). The manuscripts (I’ve heard that over 1,000 entries are submitted each quarter) are read by the coordinating judge who chooses 8 finalists. Those 8 stories are then sent on to 4 judges who rank them. The top 3 out of those 8 stories are called “winners” and definitely published in the yearly anthology. If there is room in the anthology there is a chance that a “non-winning” story could be published in the anthology.

So, my finalist story is now being looked at by four more judges (these judges are all huge names in the sci-fi/fantasy world) and I just have to hope that they like it enough so that I place in the top 3.

What does winning the contest mean besides the obvious professional publication?

1. Money. WotF pays more than almost any other short story publication, and even more if you’re the Gold Award winner. The Gold Award is about the same as many advances for a full novel!

2. Workshop. The contest pays for all its winners to attend a week long workshop followed by an awards ceremony usually held in Hollywood. They pay for the airfare, limo from the airport, hotel, and the workshop.

3. Networking. Not only the other winners, but one-on-one time with professionals during the workshop and I’ve heard at the bar after hours.

4. A wonderful professional writing credit that will help when I submit other short stories and novels to publishers.

So, at this point I have to wait and see if my story made top 3, hopefully I’ll know soon. And one more thing: I can’t thank Kris Rusch and Dean Wesley Smith enough, since I wrote my finalist story after taking their short story workshop!

2012 Writing Goals

This post is way easier to write than the life goals I just posted. Here I can really put some numbers down, and shoot for some quantifiable results.

Production:

1. Write daily with an average word count of 2,000 words. This isn’t too difficult for me, but may be ambitious depending on how crazy the day job gets. Other factors include those days when I’m trying to plot, or life happens. Maybe I’ll go for this then: 2,000 words/day, or 10,000 words/week. I know they aren’t the same, but at least with 10,000 words a week it gives me some leeway.

2. Short Stories – complete 12 short stories. This should be workable, and I would have set it higher if I didn’t want to concentrate on novels this year. In 2011 I stopped working on novels (the closest I came was a novella, but a short one really).

3. Novels – complete 3 novels. This too, shouldn’t be too difficult as I already have the ideas put together in my head or already somewhat plotted out. This gives me 3 months to write the novel, and 1/2 month planning in the beginning, and a 1/2 month for revisions at the end. This may be ambitious, but it’s something to aim for.

General:

4. Workshops and Conventions. I almost feel like I’m cheating here. I’m already signed up for World Con in Chicago as well as World Fantasy in Toronto. I’d love to attend the Kris and Dean Character Voice and Setting Workshop in March, but depending on how something else works out I may need to axe that one. Hopefully I’ll know soon if that work shop will be feasible for me this year. So, I think this goal is attainable one way or another, meaning: attend at least 1 workshop and 2 conventions.

5. Submit. Everything I start I must finish and then submit until the appropriate markets are exhausted. At that point, I’ll dive into e-publishing, but only once I’m satisfied the pro markets and select semi-pro markets are done.

6. Social Networking. Keep the website, blog, and Facebook up to date as well as Tweet a little more. This also means that I need to link these things so they update each other. I will also comment on other people’s blogs a little more. This is more of an ambiguous goal, but I’ll try to be better!

So, these are the writing goals I can think of right now, but it’s a starting point and now it’s been written down so I’m stuck!

I could go on and on about wanting to work out more, run so many miles a week, etc., but really at this point in my life I’ve already established a routine with exercise. That sort of goal isn’t really a life goal to me these days.

I could also go on and on about diet, and perhaps there I could make some adjustments, but you know what? I like eating cookies and chocolate, as well as having a beer or a mixed drink when I want one. My rigorous workouts allow me to indulge from time to time, and really the answer for me there is to simply not have it (junk food) around the house. That is easy enough, I have pretty good control when I’m at the grocery store. For diet though, I never go “on a diet”, I simply just try to be reasonable with my portions and try to keep the furnace stoked.

LIfe goals that mean something. While I was at church this morning, the words of my priest regarding resolutions made me think. The sort of goals I’d like to set for my life would be more spiritual. I want to be a better person, but that isn’t specific enough. What I really mean is that I want to be more kind to others, and not immediately think the worst of people, and if they somehow wrong me, not to simply retaliate. This is easier said than done. I don’t know how many times I’ve chastised myself for thinking or saying something about someone while driving, only to then turn around a few seconds later and do it again!! It’s crazy, and I know I’m doing it, but it just happens. I’m ultra-aware of when I’m being mean, nasty, or sarcastic, and at times it’s even funny, but it isn’t really a good way to be.

So, for my life goals it’ll be hard to really track how I’m doing, but as long as I’m thinking about my actions versus reacting all the time I’ll be on the right track. There are other goals I’d like to try, things such as keeping more in touch with friends and family. You’d think with all the various social networking tools, email, phones, etc. that it’d be easy, but I’m horrible at staying in touch. I’m lucky though, that most of my friends, and my family don’t seem to mind, but I really do need to improve in that area. My problem is that I’m so over saturated with daily interaction with people at work that I find it undesirable to be Mr. Social in the evenings.

My life goals seem simple, but they’ll really be a daily struggle for me, and most people won’t even know how hard they are for me. It isn’t easy be a good person, but maybe it isn’t supposed to be.

Rather than lump all my goals into one post, I think it makes sense to break them down into two parts. Life goals and writing goals. In general, I like the idea of goals, and I’d like to think that especially with the life goals that over time they’d become second nature and not just something you do for the new year, or over Lent.

I like the way Dean Wesley Smith discusses goals on his blog. He further breaks down goals by pointing out what should seem obvious regarding goals you can’t control. Things such as: I’ll sell a book to a publisher. That is more of a dream than a goal. A goal is something more concrete (at least in my writing world), something like: I will write and submit 20 short stories this year.

Anyway, I’m going to post two more times on goals: Life goals and then writing goals.

I know self-publishing and e-publishing are the thing to blog and talk about these days, but I have a few items I’d like to mention.

First, like many writers who are on the road to publication, a conversation will inevitably lead to this:  ”Oh, you’re a writer, are you published?”  I, and I’m assuming many other writers, hate this question.  No, I’m a writer. Published or not I’m a writer.  I know these people probably don’t mean anything, but it’s almost like you’re not really a writer unless you’ve been published–and not by a vanity press, or yourself.

This leads me to the next point:  writing requires, no it demands patience.  Most people in this day and age lack that virtue.  I know I lacked it when I was young.  I probably lacked patience all the way up until my early 30s.  There’s nothing wrong with that, I think it’s just a fact of life, but it isn’t getting any better.  Look at movies for instance.  Back when I was a kid and a movie like Star Wars came out, you couldn’t watch it again unless you saw it in the theater or you were lucky enough to catch it on television, and often years after it had its run in the theaters.  Today?  Shoot, you can be watching a new movie at home the day it hits the theaters (not legally of course).  Today’s world breeds impatience.  I believe this is funneling to readers and writers as well.

Many readers are impatient and want what basically equates to a movie in word form–and an action movie at that. Writers are impatient in other ways.  Many other ways.

Self-publishing and e-publishing are two of those ways and often become one way.  Patience is the key to writing and publishing.  Writing is a life-long journey.  If you’re writing a book simply to get published, receive accolades and make a lot of money, well, you’re in for a huge disappointment.  There are many other careers that are more stable, more lucrative, and provide benefits–but that point has been made many times by many other writers who have been in the field for a long, long, time.

I read many blogs about self-publishing and e-publishing and I will consider those options.  I mention that only because I don’t want anyone to think that I’m against that type of publishing.  So, are there people out there that can essentially decide they want to write, sit down craft a novel, maybe do another draft or two and then find an agent or a publisher?  I’m sure there are, but here is what typically happens, and I know this because I’ve spoken with people who have a relative, a friend, an acquaintance, or perhaps even themselves that have written ONE story, or ONE novel and sent it out only to be rejected. I’ll add this caveat though: congratulations on finishing a story and then sending it out!  How many people start writing only to quit?  Most people.  Very few people ever finish writing a story.  And I know this because I was guilty of this when I was much younger.

Now, they send a story out, get a rejection or two and get antsy.  They spent all this time writing a novel, months, or years even and now they’re getting rejects. What’s next?  Rather than work on the next story and continue to send the story out they complain and obsess about the book they’ve already written.  And here it comes:  ”Screw it, I’ll publish this myself.”  Or  ”I’ll start my own publishing company.”  Or (heaven forbid) “I’ll pay someone else to publish my book, and I’ll hand sell it myself.”  Guess what?  Those are probably not good ideas at this stage.

If you’ve written many, many, words and you’ve been at this writing thing for a while, then I agree, there is no harm in self-publishing.  And if you have been at it for awhile, then you’re probably already aware of your options.  But if you’re a noob writer, you have to realize, writing and self-publishing is a lot of work. And if you don’t read in the genre you’re writing in, and have no clue how the publishing industry really works, well, you’re pretty much screwed.

I follow Dean Wesley Smith’s blog as well as Kris Rusch’s–they blog a lot about the new world of publishing and how to self-publish, etc.  They also teach classes on self-publishing!  Links to their websites are also in my sidebar there to the right. Check them out.

Kris and Dean also recommend that writers should pursue both traditional and self-publishing routes.  I maintain that a writer needs to have patience.  If a book took you years to write, well, what’s the rush?  Submit that book as many times as it takes.  If there are 50 publishers out there that publish your genre, well, you better submit it 50 times–even if it takes years.  I have short stories that have been on submission for two years–not to one market, but to over a dozen.  Patience.  If I exhaust the pro markets I feel a story would work in, well, I will then self-publish that story and do it right.

I could write about this all night long, but I think I’ve made my point.  Have patience and keep at it, if you’re a real writer, you’ll realize this is a life-long pursuit.

I have much to be thankful for, and I think about this not just around Thanksgiving and the holidays, but quite a bit throughout the year.  I have so much, and so many good things happen to me that I feel blessed, and I truly believe I get way more than I deserve.

I’ll only mention briefly that as a country, the United States is very blessed, and compared with most nations our ‘poverty’ is no where near what other countries deal with regularly.  In what other country do ‘poor’ people all have a car, a TV, a cell phone?  Not only do most people in this country have those things, but they often have more than one!  Now, can these people really afford those items? Probably not, but I blame them for having piss poor money management skills and a sense of entitlement.  Lord knows I don’t need most of the things I have, but you know what?  I learned my lessons with money a long time ago and when I buy something now you can be sure I can afford it.  I also blame relaxed credit lending and a too easy bankruptcy system.  They also skimp on necessities to buy sh*t they don’t need.  How many times do you see a home falling apart and an uncared for lawn in favor of a great (and more than likely leased) car in the driveway and multiple satellite dishes on the roof? Then you see them all talking on their brand new iPhones or Droids.  To hell with groceries and paying the bills, I need a gadget or a nice car because the jackasses living across the street have great stuff, but what I don’t know is that those seemingly in control people are also over extended and spending money on crap they don’t need.  Anyway, people need to learn their lessons, but back to the point, or points that I seem to be making…

Yes, this country has some very impoverished people, but taken as a whole there is no better country to be living in.

Now, back to me–I have much to be thankful for:  I have a wonderful wife, two sweet cats, a wonderful home and a great job–a job I might add that I’ll never lose unless I’m a complete moron.  There are days I would love to quit my job, but you know what? If I did that I wouldn’t even have enough time to do what I really love doing–writing.   My day job allows me the luxury of chasing after the dream of being a full time writer someday.  When will that someday be?  Well, it’ll either be once I start making Stephen King money (like that will happen) or it will be when I’m eligible to retire in another 10.5 years or so.  How old will I be in 10 years?  Well, I’ll be 52, not bad huh?  And you know what I’ll be doing?  Writing and collecting a nice pension with hopefully a rather large 401K since I contribute the maximum and also save quite a bit on the side.

I’m doing all this now so I can kick back later.  I think I can handle 10 more years of the day job, not to mention it gives me 10 more years to get the writing career kick started.  I’m thankful each and every day that I have a life that allows me to pursue my dreams, and that I’ve been able to realize nearly every dream I’ve tried for.  It’s been a lot of hard work, and I’ve put in a lot of time to get where I’m at in life, but I’m not so foolish to believe I did it all on my own.

I was raised to work hard and achieve.  My parents wanted nothing more for me than to chase my dreams.  They were there for me whether I failed or succeeded.  They were tough on me when I needed it and gave me excellent guidance.  I also had the privilege of knowing 3 out of 4 grandparents as well as two great grandmothers.  I learned so much from them and was pretty close with all of them.  I’m very lucky to have known them, and that they all lived to see me reach adulthood.

I’m also not so foolish to think that everything I have couldn’t be taken away from me in an instant.  I don’t like to think about that, but things can happen.  One day you’re on top of the world, and the next you’re at rock bottom.  I think we’ve all been to rock bottom before, but it’s what you do when you’re there that counts.  I know that if I hit bad times I’d climb out.  Maybe it’d take time, but you know what? I’d climb out, and I’d succeed at whatever it was I put my mind to.

I’m also thankful for the many people that I’ve come to know over the years.  There are simply too many to name, but each time I move, each job I have, I make friends that will be there for me until the end.  Do I stay in close touch with most of them? No, I don’t, but they know if they pick up the phone, or email that I’ll be there for them, and I know the same of them.

I’m also thankful to my parents for introducing me to God, and thankful to God for allowing me to live such a blessed life.

Every once in a while I think I know where a post is going, but I derail myself and end up spouting out quite a potpourri.  Anyway, I’m thankful.

So, I’ve known for some time now that I have a problem.  I’m beginning to believe it goes way beyond a problem and borders on addiction.  No, not the standard list of addictions or anything that’s going to send me to rehab or therapy. My addiction is my therapy.

There are two things in my life that, if I am unable to perform or take part in them on a daily basis, I become increasingly (one or more of the following things):  dick-ish, depressed, anxious, short, sarcastic, and probably a few other choice words. I know, if anyone who actually knows me reads this, they’ll say, so how is it different than how you are on a daily basis? Ha. Ha.

What are these activities?

1) Writing.  This I have to perform each day or I really become a jerk. Yes, I think about writing–plotting, characters, scenes, dialogue, etc. almost all the time.  And ideas?  Shoot, they are a constant flood.  What needs to get done each day is new words of fiction.  Word count? At least 500 words.  My most recent example of this was when we had family over and for three days straight did zero writing. I became detached and a little depressed. Finally, I had to back out of a trip they made to town so I could get in some quality writing time. While they were gone I managed to crank out 2,000 words–not bad, and I felt a lot better!

2)  Working out/exercise.  This doesn’t have to be every day, but if I allow it to go beyond one day off I start feeling gross and out of shape.  People at the day job always laugh when I tell them I got fat at one point in my life, but it’s true. I’m very comfortable between the weights of 145 – 155, but during my year of being overweight I bulked up to over 185 pounds.  I didn’t have a huge belly, but when I saw a photo of myself I realized right then I had a problem.  I’d always been slender, but in my mid to late twenties I let myself go a bit once my Navy stint was over and I wasn’t exercising and I ate really bad stuff.  Once I saw the problem, I fixed it and haven’t looked back.  I dropped all the weight and then some to become the (somewhat) average looking person I am today.

I hesitate to call writing and exercising addictions, since I feel that would be somewhat disrespectful to those who actually are addicts.  I kind of liken it to people who claim an allergy or some malady, but don’t truly have anything wrong with them.  Oh, I’m ADD, or I can’t have gluten (whatever the crap that is), etc., etc.  I could go on and on about this particular topic, but that has to be for another post I suppose.  Anyway…

Writing and exercise relieve stress and are very therapeutic.  Boy, I’ve written a few pieces that will never see the light of day because they disturb me, but did those pieces help get a few things out of my system? Yes. Did lifting weights and running for miles help drain stress? Yes.  I’ve also noticed that running is a great time for me to work out writing problems and roadblocks. I mentioned that in a much earlier post.

So, if I am to be addicted, in the every day sense, not the clinical sense, I could choose worse things than writing and working out.  In fact, I’ll probably get quite a bit of both done today being that it’s a day off from the day job, and it’s Thanksgiving!  I know that if I don’t work out that I will feel like a bloated out of shape monster later.  So P90X it is!

Anyway, have a great Thanksgiving!

This post is now nearly two weeks after the fact, but I’ve had time to reflect on World Fantasy 2011, and have a few thoughts.  After attending World Con in Reno (Renovation), this was a welcome respite from the chaos of that convention.  World Fantasy is a much smaller con, but in my opinion, offers a much greater opportunity for networking and relationship building if you’re really trying to get published in science fiction, fantasy, or horror.

Last year I attended World Fantasy for the first time–and I went alone.  For many people I’m sure that would be intimidating, what with not knowing anyone in the industry and so forth.  Luckily, I tend to not have any issues meeting people, or striking up a conversation.  I’m also somewhat immune to fanboy moments, but I’m sure I could succumb under the right circumstances. That first World Fantasy for me was excellent, as I was able to make new friends that carried forward to World Con this past August, and then into World Fantasy 2011 in San Diego.

I went to far fewer panels at this con than I did at the other ones I attended. Why? Well, it’s because I was too busy talking to other writers, editors, publishers, and literary agents.  Once you become friends with a  few people, amazing things begin to happen. Such as what?

For one, many professional writers in the scifi/fantasy genre are helpful and want to help others succeed.  I received invaluable advice from, and developed friendships with many, many people in the publishing industry.  I’d name names, but honestly, there are so many!  If you can make it to one convention, I’d say go for World Fantasy.  I met YA writers, sic-fi writers, etc., etc.  Not only do you meet writers, but professional artists, editors, publishers, copy editors, agents, it’s unbelievable.

An example of what can happen at the con:  I was invited to a fairly exclusive Subterranean Press breakfast by Bill Schafer. Why? Because my friend Griffin and I for some reason entertain him.  Who was at this breakfast? It’s quite a list:  well, Bill Schafer and some of his staff from Sub Press, and:  Robert Silverberg, James Blaylock, Brent Weeks, Steven Erikson, Ian Esslemont, Gordon van Gelder, Peter V. Brett, and then you had me and my friend Griffin Barber.  But what a fantastic opportunity that was to meet these guys and have all sorts of cool conversations.

Another example of con goodness:  I’m standing in a walkway outside of one of the parties (I believe it was the SFWA party) and probably the only literary agent I’d want to have represent me (Joshua Bilmes) walks up and starts a conversation with me.  We chit-chat for a few minutes and for some reason I mention a client of his that I’m friends with (Tim Akers) and he suddenly offers me a Sun Drop.  I have no idea why or even what that is, but I say yes, thinking it’s some sort of drink. Joshua says, ‘ok, I’ll go get some cups’, disappears and comes back and pours us both a bit of Sun Drop (it’s a soft drink).  The reason he offered me this is because Tim Akers has told him about it and Joshua wanted to try it.  We continue chatting and he asks what I do and so forth and then offers me his business card and later tells me to query him when I have something ready. Now that is pretty awesome.  Joshua doesn’t read things sent over the transom these days, he solicits people specifically.  So, just by being laid back and cool and treating him like a normal human being, he obviously thought I’d be someone he could work with someday.  So, now I’m finishing up some edits on one of the novels I’ve completed and I’ll query Joshua.

I could go on and on, but I’ll mention a few more items:  I met writers who are local to Denver and I may be invited into an invitation only writers group that has some published authors in its ranks.  I again ran into Rae Carson who encouraged me to re-join the online writers workshop and promised she’d point me in the right direction regarding critiques.

A very important note about the convention:  almost all of the above great things happened at the after hours parties.

World Fantasy was outstanding because I got to hang out and have a great time with the friends I’ve made over the past year in the writing community.  And one final note:  Mark Van Name is one of the most helpful and friendly writers I’ve ever met at a convention.  He has provided advice and has offered to help me in ways most professionals wouldn’t have the time for.

I find social networking tiring.  Now, most people when they first meet me think I’m quiet and mild mannered.  Ask people who’ve known me for a while and they’ll tell you that is not true.

Okay, so when I first meet people I tend to hang back and take things in, and learn my audience.  I have always thought this to be a wise approach, but when I start laying in the zingers and quick one-liners, people are always amazed.  It seems that I also take this approach to social networking online.  I’m not the type of person who spews forth everything I’m doing all the time.  If I don’t have anything to say, or I don’t think I have anything to add that is worthwhile, I don’t.  Some people post non-stop about what they’re doing, where they are, who they’re doing it with, etc.  I’m simply not like that.

If I post an update it’s usually in reaction to something I saw or read, something that has moved or touched me, or it’ll be some long overdue update on my life.  Once in a while I’ll even try to post something humorous.

As this is a life and writing blog, I shy away from politics, economy, and folderol of that nature.  I don’t think it serves me well to spout off my opinions on those topics.  If people are reading this they probably don’t care to read my opinions, or if they already know me well, then, I guess they already know my views on politics, etc.

I have stopped following blogs I really enjoyed because of the political bullshit they sling around.  I originally followed those blogs because I was interested in their lives and their writing. Go push your agenda somewhere else, or here is something:  go do something about it rather than just bitch online.

So, back to social networking (strange interlude complete).  I need a process, much as I have with writing.  Social networking for me is an afterthought.  My first thought is to write new words of fiction each day.  I mean, do people really care what I think or do on a daily basis? Probably not.  I often wonder how people who claim to be writers get any actual writing done other than blogging, tweeting, emailing, etc.

I work a full time job that consists of basically 12 hour days (commute time is included, 1 hour each way), 5 days a week. I get home, work out for an hour, clean up, eat, spend time with my wife, and then write the rest of the evening.  How many hours are there in a day?  Now, many other “writers” work full time jobs, but they also are quite prolific on the social networking front.  How do they do it?  Even if they were speedy writers, I find it hard to believe they write new fiction each day. What, 250 words maybe?  That is one page. Not bad, but not prolific. I keep veering off topic a bit, but my point remains, when it comes to social networking, I simply run out of steam for it.  The fact that I’m wasting so many words on this makes me wonder if my fiction writing today will suffer.

Now, if I were to tweet, Facebook, Google+, blog, email, update my website, etc. how much time would that consume? It would have to be two hours or so, and I simply don’t have that kind of time each day. Perhaps one day once I retire from the day job (about 10 years out) I’ll be able to tackle all this stuff, but for now sitting in the chair writing new words of fiction each day suits me just fine.  I’ll simply social network here and there, but probably more than I’ve done in the past.

Now it’s time to get some real writing done.

So, while I’m waiting on my bags here in San Diego I thought I’d post about snow. About two weeks ago I enjoyed time in my outside office, golden leafed aspens overlooking my writing-which I mentioned in a previous post. Well, yesterday we got hit with this:

Guess I won’t be writing outside any time soon, however, the view from inside my house is pretty inspiring.